Move On

Everyone keeps trying to get me to move on! To stop being sad and tormented and just keep moving forward as if nothing ever happened nothing ever was said that ruined everything else. How can one do that? Forget so easily the harsh written words forever engraved on the walls of our hearts... 

My head hurts, my throat is swollen and all I want to do is curl up and cry. Cry my heart out.

Or be left to sleep all day. Because while I'm asleep I enter a world of fantasy and dreams that belongs only to myself. And I forget about everything that happened and about everyone who ever treated me wrong.

I wanna cry... and be forever asleep until the day I'm supposed to wake up and not be in pain any longer...

Narniana